Devastating

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Prefinalists for the Michelin Renault Scholarship have been posted on the competition’s site and my name’s not among them. I knew on the day that I’d messed things up and didn’t expect to get too upset when I got confirmation, but I’m gutted. Absolutely devastated. I had it in me to get through to the next round and I blew it. Threw away the chance of a lifetime. Fuck, fuck, FUCK! :’-(

This will not be my last attempt to get into motorsport.

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